If I wake up in the morning and stay in moments of grace, happiness, light, and wellness, I don’t have to put a lot of energy into it. It’s self-sustaining. What does that mean? We’re used to creating energy of abandonment and rejection, almost like a locomotive. We’ve generated anger, disappointment, and abandonment, but light just shines through us. We don’t have to do anything for that to exist, it’s all natural, all around us. What happens if you realize your entire goal is to feel and see light? Light is liberation, Consciousness, and freedom.

How do you believe that you have changed from your ego identity? How we saw the ego 10 years ago was that we needed to get rid of it, but that would be utterly ridiculous because you need to understand you’re God and you can’t really understand you’re fully God without the opposite side of the ego. The lower ranges of the ego are very narcissistic, they need to be in control, need to run on the adrenaline of your emotions, and make us very addicted.

You’ve all evolved. Instead of saying: I need to kill that part of myself, to: well I’m not being very attractive right now, I wonder why? You’re looking at the ego, the personality, and the characteristics more as a guideline of wondering hummm, what’s that all about? I am being quite aggressive, I feel wounded, abandoned, I’m stuck in my own little story. We understand now that these are landmarks that tell us: hey, pay attention, something is going on!

Apr 14 2016

It’s a very interesting time in history. Coming to the table with absolutely nothing is unimaginable for most of you. It does not mean coming to a meeting unprepared, it just means you don’t need to know the answer. You don’t need to know what is next. And you actually have nothing to say when somebody has just thrown up on you verbally - you have absolutely no comment.

Most of you have been processing energy and emotions for everybody in your life. And now, all of a sudden, the universe is saying: thank you so much for doing all of that; you are now fired! So, all of your neurotic behavior of sensing, feeling, taking care of, taking on and processing other people’s emotions, knowing what they need…all of a sudden you’re asking to come to the table with total silence. One part of your brain goes: are you kidding me? I have developed all these layers, senses, habits of taking care of and doing everything energetically, now you want me to give it all up? Like what kind of cruel joke is that? I spent 30 years trying to develop all these layers so that I am in control and now the energy’s changing.